im falling to pieces…
hallo.. im seriously getting in some troubles lately. the first one from one of my community, and the second one comes from my family.
i dont think that write down my feelings here gotta get me out of trouble, but please reader.. if you wanna judge me. just close the tab or unfollow.
the very first trouble(case closed now) from my community, they said that i was a rude girl, act like a princess, and dont want to listen of anybody else.
this kind of bullying of me, was really harsh. i dont know why they could be so mean to me, firstly. on the bright side, i rarely meet them personally. and they judge me and put in the name of ‘family’ for making me down.
and week later, we finally meet and discuss all the problem. they were saying all about my mistakes. and seems what they say about it wasnt enough. me, personally is kind of woman that doesnt like to hear about something bad especially about me. im snob, and thats really i am, take it or leave it. if you have problem about it, thats your problem not mine.
im faking all the smiles and accept what the bad things about me, i really want to tell them that theyre not more that annoying peoples too. but i feel it was too harsh.. so im faking all the smiles and wish time could flies and finish all the interrogation soon as possible.
in the end of discussion, they wish all the problem could solve. and act like nothing has been done between us. but like the mirror was breaking into pieces however we mend it, it will never brand new and original,just like my feeling to them, it will never be same.
the second trouble i got into is my financial. im really scare of my financial, my family financial. well… i could get crazy think about this.
well, this is too personal to declare here, i guess..
the third, my notebook.. i wish i could gotten my notebook fixed soon!